Crazy

Baby, I'm preying on you tonight

Hunt you down eat you alive

Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals

As all of this thoughts swirled around in his head like a blizzard, he was reminded of exactly why he rarely shared his feelings with anyone. The hurt was almost unbearable. The worst part was he was still keeping so much of it locked inside of him. There were things about him she couldn't possibly be allowed to know. She'd turn and walk away from him. The torment he had felt that night was without a doubt the most terrifying feeling he has ever felt in his exsistance. Seeing his sister before his feet, a lifeless shell...could only be compared to having his heart riped from his chest. He had been weakened, battered, abused, and on his knees. Yet he had so much rage within him he managed to pull the from his chains and beat his father to death. His mother made a run for his father but he took her out quickly. He felt no shame in what he had done to his parents. Felt no regret for ending their reign of terror permiently. What would she really think of him if she knew that? Would she look at him like she was now? Eyes so full of sadness and comfort.

Her words brought a small smile to his face. Only she could make him smile at a time like this. Of course he was cocky and arrogant. If he wasn't then he likely wouldn't get the respect he needed to run his shop. People walked all over push overs. He had to let them know he meant business when he handled things. It was just the way things at to be. Her next words caught him off guard and he blinked a few times. Exsanguis was not even remotely a religious man. In fact, religion terrified him almost as much as it pissed him off. Where was this “deity” when his sister was being abused before his very eyes? She was one of the most caring creatures in the world....and yet she was still murdered.

He was about to open his mouth and comment, when she wrapped her arms around him, pulling him closer, and her soft lips found his. It was in that moment that his thoughts faded. His brain lost to a world of sensation. His tongue danced along the outer edges of her lips. As soon as her lips opened a little more he deepened the kiss. Strawberries and cream....a taste so sweet, it would of brought him to his knees if he wasn't already sitting. When she pulled away, his mind desperately tried to grasp onto what little sanity he had left.

”Perhaps so, lovely Angel.” He commented his hand trailing down her cheek, his touch dangerously soft. It took all his will power not to pull her into his arms and take her there. And with there nothing to really seperate their bodies, if she kissed him again like that he would be lost. It had been ages since he allowed himself to be with anyone. And even then it was only for a night. He never allowed himself to get close enough to care. If he went over that line with her, he would need to walk away. He didn't feel....ready....to let her walk away. His fierce passionate eyes stayed on hers. ”However if you kiss me again. I am not sure I can control myself.” His words were honest, lust lacing every word. He wanted his woman. And damn if it didn't terrify the living hell out of him.

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KICKING IT WITH: @angelique

MUSIC: Maroon 5 Animals

NOTES: such a honest bloke xD

Baby, I'm preying on you tonight

Hunt you down eat you alive

Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals

The look in her eyes....he was in for it. He wasn't seeing disgust, hatred, or any other fowl emotion of that sort. There was a pure light to that look of hers. Her eyes held something he just couldn't get used to seeing. She wasn't around him because she wanted something wrong him. She was not there to talk him into joining a cause that he didn't feel comfortable with joining. She was just there because she wanted to. The truth was in those beautiful orbs staring back at him. Exsanguis felt lost. He knew damn well that if he stayed around this woman he was going to want to protect her from the horrors of the world. He knew that if he stayed around her too much longer he was not going to be able to let her go either. He was already having a hard time admitting to himself that if she walked away he would be able to say goodbye without inviting her back.

His mind was racing. He should be the better man and just walk away now. He should be stronger and not allow her to pull him into this further. There was no doubt that he wanted. He wanted her in his arms and under him more then anything else. But there was a part of him screaming that it wouldn't be fair to her. Why should be put such a good person through his own personal disastor? That wasn't remotely fair to her. Why should he pull her in now only to push her away later? It wasn't like he was the dating sort. It wasn't like he was the type to stay with someone forever. He always assumed that he would be alone for the rest of his days.

He was battling himself. This woman was driving him insane without even trying. And worse part was...he wasn't even sure he cared. Yet again his head was thrown into a wirl wind the moment she placed her lips on his. In that moment his control snapped. Exsanguis spun her in his arms and moved so that his back was pressed against the lake bank. If there were rocks jutting out he wasn't about to risk hurting her. Be broke free of her lips and placed kisses on her neck. ”You have to be certain this is what you want.” His voice was laced with passion, it almost came out a growl. ”Understand now if we continue I will take you. And you will be mine.” His eyes searched hers. He needed her to know there was no going back after this. He wanted her and he would gladly take her. But he refused to take a woman who wasn't sure what she wanted. He would never take a woman by force...he wasn't his father.

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KICKING IT WITH: @angelique

MUSIC: Maroon 5 Animals

NOTES: such a honest bloke xD